Confession: This morning I was packing my gym bag for the afternoon workout and I though “Man, I really don’t feel like going today… I really don’t feel like going tomorrow either.” I was in the kitchen going to make my breakfast and lunch for the day and I got this gross feeling in my throat thinking about the food. I feel tired of the boot camp, not feeling the Zumba, I haven’t ran in days, my sleeping has not been ideal and my eating has been questionable regardless of the effort. Conclusion; today I wish I could just eat whatever the hell I want, do nothing, have more free time to anything other than sweat, be sore, plan my meals, schedule my day around my eating and my workouts, think about my weight and the amount of work I have left to do.
I woke up very uninspired, I haven’t felt like this in a long time. My usual ‘go to’ pick me ups aren’t working…. what to do?
Maybe I should give myself today and do just that, I wonder how guilty I would feel at the end of the day. Or worse, if it’ll get me back on the wrong track.
P.S. This gallon of water a day challenge sucks, I’ve been able to do it the past 3 days but it has not been pleasant.